Okay, so I am not dumb, I am good at certain things and I know if I could do it well or not when I see something; the trouble is, there seem to be just too few things that I am good at. I set goals high, and I expect things beyond my ability. And I am not the laid back, easy-going, relaxed kind of person either. So I drive myself crazy. Just crazy.
How depressing is that? I try, but I am a lazy ass deep down and it doesn't go away. I feel inferior to my dreams.