I lost my wallet.
More like.. I got it stollen.
I am getting so much work.
I am feelin so unhappy, exhausted with little interest in life, but I think I deserve this kind of adversity, maybe I need to be even more serious about my life..
Ever since I changed my attitude about college life, I have never done this one thing properly that is actually the most important of all - practicing the cello.
So I will practice now.. realize what I am really really here for, and work hard at it.