ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH
somebody help me clean my room... :(
I still have tons of stuff to organize and I just don't feel up to it.
Outside, Northeastern kids are moving in blocking the whole area. It's a super nice day though and I feel like getting out to do something.. but I have to do "stuff" first!!!
And I want my DSL back.... NOW..
Well,
I am very happy to be back here, but I don't feel myself yet and I feel suspended in the air, unsettled and somewhat agitating... I don't like this feeling. Things don't feel under control, like I don't know everything yet i.e. even in my own room I don't know where stuff is.. :( And I blame it on.... my disorganized room. Which means, I should go and clean it up right now. Make it my home again.